I miss who you use to be before the pain, hurt , and misery .
Before the world turned cold and you felt alone even with those that love you right in your home.
I miss your beautiful smile, your one left dimple and squint of your right eye.
The freedom you once felt to live life truly for yourself.
I miss the way it felt when I first saw yellow from across the road; so young and so bold.
There was nothing to question , you bought forth such clarity.
I miss your heart beat and the way our souls intertwined.
When I was you and you were me, we were one entity.
Now the world feels so dark ; only grey, black and blue.
Oh yellow , how I miss you.